Joonam.
Life is cruel but so am I.
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“Start over my darling. Be brave enough to find the life you want and courageous enough to chase it. Then start over and love yourself the way you were always meant to.”
— Madalyn Beck
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in order to love yourself, you can’t hate the experiences that shaped you
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Listen to me. You are wanted. There are people in your life who love you and want the best for you. You are NOT alone. You have so many people behind you. And most importantly you have yourself. If you’re not at a level where you can fully love yourself, just know that with persistence and hard work you will get there. You will see what everyone else sees in you. You will see the beauty and sunshine that you radiate.
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“People do love you. It’s just difficult to see or understand when you don’t love yourself. But, that doesn’t mean ‘no one’ loves you. They do. I promise you. Someone loves you.”
— CKP, Finding Avalon
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And if I asked you to name all the things you love, how long would it take for you to name yourself?
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suggestion: focus on yourself.
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You don’t have to force it.
You don’t have to stress over it.
What’s meant for you will happen for you.
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if you’ve ever taken a shower to muffle your sobs, I’m sorry and I love you. if you’ve ever eaten alone in a bathroom stall, I’m sorry and I love you. if you’ve ever used makeup to conceal evidence of pain, I’m sorry and I love you. if you’ve ever looked in a mirror and wanted to change what you saw, I’m sorry and I love you. if you’ve ever questioned your worth because of someone else, I’m sorry and I love you. you’re not alone, and you don’t deserve the hurt you’ve experienced. you are good enough—more than good enough. you and valid, you have meaning, and you are loved even when you don’t know it.
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“I can’t wait for the day,
You won’t cross my mind anymore.
I can’t wait for the day,
Your name won’t hurt my heart.
I can’t wait for the day,
I will have forgotten how you hurt me.
I can’t wait for the day,
You’ll be a burried memory in the depths of my mind.
I can’t wait for the day,
I’ll be free from you.
Jenseternity / bestfriend
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“i know you don’t need me and you sure as hell don’t want me but only if you could, only if you would, only if you did it would’ve been the sweetest feeling”
— can i have this fantasy just for a moment? // justscribbledwords